Well, the docs admitted Scott to the hospital last night... actually early this morning. They took a chest x-ray to rule out pneumonia and did some blood cultures to check for a bacterial infection. He started on IV antibiotics early this morning. He then woke up around 5 Am with severe itching and shortness of breath. So, now we know he's allergic to that antibiotic... I just need to find out which one that was! Anyway, he's slated to stay for at least the weekend to take care of any infection, if there is one.
Satan chose to attack me last night as well. I had so many fears... many of them imagined. I usually don't run in that vein, but while I was weak, Satan took the advantage. Thankfully I had a dear friend yesterday that mentioned Psalm 91 to me. I read over it numerous times, prayed through it, cried over it, and slept beside it last night.
He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with his feathers and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
If you make the Most High your dwelling--even the Lord, who is my refuge--then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
"Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will be with him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."
I am praying the last part of that Psalm for Scott, and that through this physical trial, he will see the Lord's hand and rest in it.
Cinnamon, I can so understand and relate to your position....because of our sinful nature is it sometimes difficult to depend upon God...right now your children need to see your strength you gain from God, and only God can take care of Scott. Eventhough it's hard and you want to help, the entire situation is in God's hand and his timing. A song I listen to often to help me with depending upon God is called "While I’m Waiting" by John Waller.
ReplyDeleteVerses of encouragement - Psalm 5:3, 27:14, 33:20, 37:7, 38:15, 40:1, Isaiah 30:18, Lamentations 3:24
Also know that anytime you need for someone to have a listening ear I am there for you.
Love In Christ, Trudy
Cinnamon: I'm Rebecca L's sister...and I'm praying for you and your family. May the Lord be your strength. I have gone through anxiety and my verse which I hang onto tightly is: "When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Thy consolations delight my soul." Psalm 94:19. May He console you greatly!
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